I miss their smile...their laughters...and all the things that we all used to do...
Since we've been in Cali, it's so hard to build bridges, find new friends and look for new ways for us to grow socially...Somehow we miss our "Olney" ( Illinois) life, where itw's all about wonderful friends and the four seasons...
We miss having group dates, we miss our weekend parties, we miss our once or twice a month out of town group vacations, I miss the girls and their "kikay" thoughts, I miss our shopping sprees and our picture taking days...Sigh!
Cali is such a complicated place...It's filled with life...but unfortunately I think it's also an empty and isolated space...Family members are near yet they all seemed to be so far...In Olney all that we could share were mouthwatering foods, crunchy gossips, warm hugs, true smiles and sincere thoughts and laughters...On the other hand Cali is filled with sad and bitter thoughts...
I want to be happy...I want to be free of these unwanted thoughts...I want to look at somebody's eyes and feel that Life indeed is short, simple and happy...
Well...I'm happy...I've been happy...and I will forever be happy...( sarap ireiterate anoh)...well let me repeat that: I'm happy...I've always been happy and I'll be forever happy...yes...I'M HAPPY...I'VE ALWAYS BEEN HAPPY AND I'LL FOREVER BE HAPPY...
hmmm...matulog ka na naning ko...puyat ka lang...alas dos na ng umaga ...hwag nang mangulit at magpakaloka-loka...hehehe
ang masaya at laging nakatulala,
eh cnu pa nga ba...
syempre wala na pong iba...
Betchang
No comments:
Post a Comment