The girl by the window....

I was browsing on my profile and suddenly I just had the urge to click on the "horoscope" icon and guess what...it just said:

Cancer

Connecting with others is key but not as important as connecting with yourself.

...I guess I need to get in touch with my self more....I've had lots of things on my mind lately but unfortunately I couldn't get myself to type in the words and let the emotions go....

I thought I was able to set these negative thoughts free...but then again I'm just but human...Sigh! ...ang hirap palang maging tao....you get into this crazy world...and before you know it you end up being as crazy as it is...

The clouds are heavy again... :-( ...Parang kahapon lang the sun was shining...the girl by the window is sighing helplessly...She's showing-off her pretty smile just the other day...she was happy...she was confident...she was full of life...she was the girl that she used to know...and now...she's sitting by her window...pondering on things that she can't understand...She's drinking her hot chocolate...Her head is pounding hard...She's trying to overcome somethings that she has to face...She's in her melancholic mode....She's sipping through her coffee mug...It's really relaxing...Her cute night gown is showing off her magnificent inner beauty...and suddenly she's smiling...Her eyes are dry now...Her nose isn't as red as last night...Her eyes are slowly showing off her optimistic view about life...Somehow she has the feeling that she'll be fine...she's trying to reach out for her journal...She's searching for her favotite pen...she's trying to put her sad thoughts into writing...after this she knows she'll be fine...She'll forget about those tears...soon enough she'll be able to put these unwanted feelings aside...when she's done writing...she'll close her journal...and tomorrow...she'll forget  about what happened the day before...she'll be out again...driving the world as crazy as she is....

It's hard to be  human...It's so hard to keep up with our emotions sometimes...But I'd say:  life can be hard but most often than not you'll say with the smile over and over again...Ang ganda ng buhay... :-D