The Wink*

I'm listening to "ate kulasa's mp3 music on her profile and I just can't help but to write again...I really love the song...It's making me smile...and it reminds me of someone I know...

I've read her blog...and the ever searching question lingers : Can ex-lovers be friends?

I remember how he looked at me...It made me feel that I was a very pretty girl (despite the spiked hair, and the ala-manang look--hahaha)...The way he gazed at me made me feel that forever his eyes will be glued on me and yes on me alone...I still can recall how he would listen intently to every word that I say...it's as if we were indeed made for each other...:-D...There are times that you miss the old feeling of being important to someone...We just had so many memories together...Highschool had been fun I guess because you have somebody to argue with...You had somebody who would not simply agree with you and your nonsense "as-a-matter-of-fact" ways....In highschool I had somebody who'd tell me that my best wasn't enough...and with these arguments I did grow up into the person that I am now....then college made us realized more that life wouldn't be as complete as when we had each other to share our adventures with...I miss those letters that made me feel that he was near though he was far...I miss those semestral breaks that would lead us back into each other's arms...I miss those long talks that we used to have over the phone...and I really miss those once in a blue moon moments when we can just simply sit together talking and talking about anything under the sun....

...But those days are over...Now we've realized that things have changed...he is no longer that gleeful boy who sat infront of our teacher's table who keeps on gazing at his four-eyed "girl" at the back of the class...We've come to realize that we had more...

...Now whenever my life is in disarray I'd run to him for comforting words and he never failed to make me smile...The friendship that we have is something that I'd love to cherish for the rest of my life...We may not have ended up together but we had more than what we wanted...We had our happy separate lives yet we never had regrets of having that beautiful story...

hay naku nadadala na naman ako sa kanta...hehehehe....ate kulasa ang ganda kasi...sigh! *wink*