Saturday, May 21, 2011

LoSt...

It's a cloudy day...I'm hugging my pillow close to me...I'm curled up...I wanted to cry but I guess I don't have any tears left to shed...I feel so lost...I couldn't figure out my purpose anymore...

...and then I looked outside my window...the trees are swaying their magnificent branches...they're dancing to the beat of an unheard melody...then came the birds...they seemed to be so proud of knowing what direction to take...the streets are busy again...I've seen several cars in a hurry to pass by...I've seen some sweet couple jogging side by side...I bet the bus that just stopped accross the street is half full again...aghast!!! Everybody knows their life's purpose except me...:-(...this day will be longer than any other days...and then after several hours of staring at the tv screen I've noticed that my pillow is already soaked from all of these senseless tears...

I want to escape reality for awhile...I want to be in a different place where everything is possible...I want to be in a place where I can play the piano and hum the songs that I used to sing...I want to sing at the top of my lungs and join the band that plays the unheard music...I want to share my life with people who needs me...I want to fill the void in somebody else's life...I want to make somebody else smile...I want to be a shoulder to cry on...I want to give a medicine that could take away all of the pain...

Siguro kailangan mo lang maligo iha...makulimlim ang paligid...subalit hindi yan sapat upang baguhin ang hindi kaakit-akit na amoy ng hangin...oist...nangiti xa...

I know I'll be able to get through this...The Lord is good...He never fails listen...Life is beautiful...when the crazy storm ends there will always be a magical rainbow...yes the sun will always shine after the rain...:-D



No comments:

Post a Comment